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A CHANGE TO FISABILILLAH
Every words of Quran
makes my heart to feel the pain.
Every time i read the quran,
it reminds me to myself in the past...
the way i used to be... for every sins i did.

i wild girl who never know what the meaning of sin is,
and as the true believer of islam..

in the pasT, my soul was tainted with darkness,
the words halal and haram never exists in my life
as long as i enjoy myself to the fullest..
all the things i did were empty and meaningless..
nothing can fill my heart... something missing..

i used to be a dranker,

a smoker,
and i really love to go for clubbing,
just to hang out with my friends...
i had a bad sosial life
and
a lot of boyfriends around me...

however,
no one ever show me the guidance to the right path.

That day had changed my life completely,
for the first time ever in my wonderful recitation of Quran
that able to melt my stone heart finally.

almost all the time i will puke
after having my beer.


BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...

words by words of Quran,
gave me  some salt of calmness
thet i never felt before..
collapsing the barrier inside me..

i did't no the reason
WHY my tears keep flowing..

On that Day,
when i first heard You on that day,
You had shown me the light to guide me,
i never regret to change myself for the sake of the thruth.
your words had awaken me from inside,
to leave all the bad thing
and return back to You 
the Al- Mighty One...



"HONEY, please help me.."


Now, everything had changed.
i start my new life again
and having a family
with my lovely husband and kid
thanks to Quran for showing me
the past to get the blessing of Allah..
My life is much happier than before..


Bad Hakim!
Abbi is pity ful,
come hear my boy...


^^THE END^^

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